Life is tricky. I actually don't know why Im on here. Many people have told me that I bottle things up inside and that I need to share things and be more open. Who knows if blogging is for me. It is worth a shot. Who knows, maybe this will turn into a new hobby or a way to journal. Im not here to please anyone. This is only used as a form of outlet to be raw and real without any other influences. Maybe even along this journey what is written will help other people or bring a new perspective to something someone can relate to.

I'm at a place in my life where I am bored out of my mind. I am a person that needs change but am afraid of change at the same time. There was a quote I once read that has really stuck with me and since I can't find the exact wording it goes something like, "If there is not enough change then Im bored, but if theres to much change Im a nervous wreck." I find that the key to life is many times balance. I too either am bored or overwhelmed if …